Hey everyone!!!

I ain't updated this page in yonkz. Sorry bout that :S.
Just so you know, I've been focusing mainly on college (which is great), and am most often on Bebo, so add me!!! [link] and [link]

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Damn, I feel so full of life right now!!! I feel like running around and dancing lol.

That reminds me, we really need a party sometime soon. It's just starting to get really same-old around here, nothing new ever happens.

I got pissed the other day which was cool, except I made a few [size=18]really big[/size] mistakes which I'll regret for a loooong time.

I think people around here are finally getting to know the real me, that I'm no longer gonna stand for people giving me shit, that I'm nice to people who are nice to me, that I'm over the top and crazy!!!!

I'm thinking about changing my style and the way I dress to reflect on who I am and how I feel. I'm thinking some kind of of skater, towny, surfer punk.

However, I'm still on the case of finding love, I just don't think I ever will to be honest...

And OMG I am absolutely p*ssed off at Mike Cav for f*ck sake. He is a lying, sh*tstirring, disgusting tw*t who needs to clean his teeth. He's gone around telling people that I'm a heroin addict, that I live at David's house, that I'm bi. I'm thinking of starting some vicious bullsh*t rumours bout him. My parents aren't exactly too pleased about his childish games either. He went around telling everyone that "I don't know what's always going on in Ben's house but it can't be good", WTF!? He hasn't even been near my house!!!! Basically he needs to piss off and get a life, and stop being a chav all of his life!

Last week was quite eventful.

I feel like I'm getting closer to my friends and also making new friends, which feels really good seeing as this time 5 months ago I knew nobody and now I practically know everybody in Durrington.

Also, the chavvier guys I used to hang around with gave me a choice, "Either you hang around with us, or hang around with the rockier guys", so I answered "Well, if you guys are my real mates you wouldn't give me that choice and accept me and what I do and who I hang around with", so now I've finally moves on from those guys and only hang around with my friends and people I really do trust. I've been promising my mates that I'd ditch the chavs once and for all for ages, but now I finally am. Don't get me wrong, I get on really well with some of them and I'm not gonna forget about them just because I left their "gang".

The band have also asked me to write and give them some of my songs to use which is really an honour so thanks guys!

I've been staying at my mate Jamie's house for a few days as I was kicked out of my house. I don't see why people think he's weird to be honest, he's a great guy and he'll listen to you if you have a problem, he's had a very eventful life and he's very generous. He's autistic too and so I can understand why people think he's weird, as people think I'm weird. To be honest, thanks to Jamie, Ben and Robin I'm actually proud to be different as they are too, and weird isn't necessarily a bad thing to be (trust me, if you lived around here you'd be very happy to be different from everybody else). I'm back home now, but I'll definately be going up to Jamie's often. Thanks to him and my mates, I no longer feel afraid of opening up and being myself, standing up for myself and I'm no longer scared of those who just wanna bring me down.

And, YAY! The summer holidays are here!!! I can't wait for all the parties, outings and events!! Have a good summer!

Not much going on lately really....

Got my College Induction Day thingy on Thursday, so I'll be in a car for like 6 hours there and back....

Friday was quite fun I suppose, I was at the tennis courts with the guys, I didn't play obviously, I watched.. Haha. Then me and Jack went to Ben's house at about half 8ish and stayed til about half 10 playing the gamecube and then I went to meet the "chavvier" guys to do an all-nighter which was quite cool. Didn't get pissed though, I never get pissed..... Want to, but just don't. Dave got in a stress and tried to throw Mike Cavanagh's bike into the river, and lucky for Mike, just as Dave let go of it I grabbed it!!!

The next day I was at the Rec until about 3 when I met Reeves, went for a wander and eventually met up with Ben n Jack. Then when Reeves went to work we went up to the Tennis Courts where I got beaten up by Ben n Jack with tennis balls DAMN YOOOOU!!!! hehe.

Anyways, I can't be bothered to type any more so......